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yes i was molested
yes i was abused
yes i was bullied
yes... it's all true

ive thought about suicide
ive thought about self harm
ive thought about lashing out
ive thought about mutilating my arm

i hate my brother for doing this to me
i hate my mother for what she's done too
i hate God for letting it happen
i hate my emotions for not coming through

my emotions stay bottled
my screams stay behind my lips
my thoughts stay on him
my tears stay under my lids

im not the prettiest girl out there
im not the sweetest female youll find
im not the most popular person
im not the smartest, but i'm also not blind

what did i do to deserve this hate
what did i do to deserve this pain
what did i do to deserve this all
what did i do... please just tell me...
before i go to basic, i wanted to post on facebook the first verse... my grandmother wondered why i would not sleep in the bed that i was molested in, i want to tell her why, i want everyone to see me... that is why the photo is ironic

i own this
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:icondestinytte:
Destinytte Oct 28, 2012  Student Photographer
:hug:
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:iconhikaru-nara-kheel:
hikaru-nara-kheel Oct 28, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
it's not your fault
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:iconraindropsonroses21:
RaindropsOnRoses21 Oct 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
Very well written, m'dear, and a good way to channel the emotion of unfortunate events :heart:
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:iconhikaru-nara-kheel:
hikaru-nara-kheel Oct 28, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
thank you

and thank you for not saying 'sorry', i've been sick of hearing that
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:iconraindropsonroses21:
RaindropsOnRoses21 Oct 28, 2012  Hobbyist General Artist
I imagine it would be tiring
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:iconhikaru-nara-kheel:
hikaru-nara-kheel Oct 28, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
yes, yes it is
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:iconthe-lost-hope:
The-Lost-Hope Oct 27, 2012  Student General Artist
Sorry to hear, just keep moving forward.
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:iconhikaru-nara-kheel:
hikaru-nara-kheel Oct 27, 2012  Hobbyist Writer
not your fault, but thanks
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:iconthe-lost-hope:
The-Lost-Hope Oct 27, 2012  Student General Artist
You're welcome and I know but still it sucks that people do that.
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:iconbaccaratta:
baccaratta Oct 24, 2012  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Sorry to hear that
The poem is good, stay strong
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