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i'm gay
and broken
i was molested
and abused
i'm a nobody
and an outcast
i am teased
and hated
but guess what
I MATTER!
i /am/ a person
and i matter to God

laurenripping
tearing
clawing
cutting
.......
pulling
tugging
yanking
wrenching
.......
fighting
screaming
striking
struggling
.......
failing
losing
suffering
dieing

The Pain Of Forever Lasting For Never

Deep inside,
There's a cringing pain.
I feel as if,
I'll go insane.

I can't last through,
What's coming near,
There's not much more,
Left to fear.

I'm sorry for what you've endeared.
We're coming to an end,
A final premiere.

So, Take my hand...
I won't live long,
But promise me,
You'll live to fix,
What's wrong.

You know I'm not very strong,
So, go to whom you belong.

ScarsI am scard
Both mentally and physically
There are scars all over my body
They are deep and speak of times much worse than these
Each one for a broken hear, a shattered friendship, a forgotten promise
These wounds within my mind
They tear me apart
The bleed and pulse with pain just as much as they day they were wrought upon me
The flower of those i love has now rotted away
Only the petals remain and the float all around me
But i can not touch them
Their they go, blown away in the subtle breeze
Hear me scream
See me burn
Never shall i allow someone to be as beaten and rejected as me
If you feel pain as i do
If you bleed as i do

what he took from me...when i look in the mirror
i see me
what i have turned into
i no longer have that glow
that loving spirit
he took it from me
i no longer have that beauty
that self confidence
he took it from me
i no longer have that purity
that cleanliness
he took it from me
i no longer have that smile
that happiness
...he took that from me...

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my mask

by ~hikaru-nara-kheel, Jun 7, 2011, 2:30:31 PM
Literature / Poetry / Spiritual / Haiku & Eastern

sometimes my mask breaks
my mask that always smiles
through the cracks... tears flow

my maskby ~hikaru-nara-kheel

Literature / Poetry / Spiritual / Haiku & Eastern

©2011-2013 ~hikaru-nara-kheel

another haiku about tears (other here [link] )...though this one is more about masks

i own this is mine

i dont own the pic

~Argentum-Silva Aug 8, 2011 Student General Artist

Sounds like a day in the life of me. Well done.

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