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dear santa,
while other girls wish for dolls
or hair clips
i have a different wish
i want to get better;
i dont want to have to follow my voices' commands anymore
i dont want to be bound by my ocds anymore
i dont want to be anxious around people anymore
i dont want to be paranoid anymore
i dont want to be forgetful anymore
i dont want to be haunted by my memories anymore
i dont want to be a screw up anymore
i dont want to be an abomination anymore
i want my demons gone
please santa;
all i want is
for the first time in my life
to be normal
while other girls wish for dolls
or hair clips
i have a different wish
i want to get better;
i dont want to have to follow my voices' commands anymore
i dont want to be bound by my ocds anymore
i dont want to be anxious around people anymore
i dont want to be paranoid anymore
i dont want to be forgetful anymore
i dont want to be haunted by my memories anymore
i dont want to be a screw up anymore
i dont want to be an abomination anymore
i want my demons gone
please santa;
all i want is
for the first time in my life
to be normal
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i have realized...i have so many demon/monster (i realized that a while ago) but i have been drawn to reading about other peoples' monsters...and this confuses me...i like reading these things b/c it makes me feel normal or not alone... but it makes me feel alone at the same time...>.>...if that makes sense...=/...im not really having such a good night...i own this...do not steal it...i feel so bad for my watchers tonight...they just got like spamed (not really) with a million poems from me...XDD
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I hope you feel better.This is beautifully-written. Take care.